Saturday, July 28, 2007

Dreams Unlimited

From the entrance, I saw our fish tank in our hall. I gazed at the lovely golden-fish in the tank. These fishes, which normally are very brisk, seemed to be still. I walked towards the tank screaming at my mom. The fishes were dead. Tears popped up in my eyes. I had got so much of relief seeing these little ones. And when I saw them dead, it was painful!

Somebody had done it. Yes! Somebody had killed them! They had frozen the fish tank. The killer had placed a big ice bar above and below the fish tank, which caused the water in the tank to freeze. And these little ones died. I looked at my mom and gave her a questioning look. Who did this? She dint have an answer. She was stunned too.

At this moment, I heard a dog's cry. It was our neighbor’s dog, which was at our house. My mom and I ran to see what was happening to the dog. Gosh! Somebody had put a big plastic bag on the dog. And the doggie was trying to break free. We freed the doggie. Man! What the helll! Who the hell is doing all this! The person was targeting every living thing! A Serial killer!!! A serial killer had sneaked into our house, frizzed our fish, and tried to suffocate our doggie!

My mom was pacifying the dog. I suddendly remembered that I had left the main door of our house open. Heck! I rushed to close the door. When i was about to reach the hall, I heard a faint sound from one of our bedroom. I tiptoed towards our bedroom. My God!! A guy was sitting on the floor and doing something on somebody.. I bent forward to find out what he was doing.. and in my house! He had a small matchstick like equipment in his hand. One end of the matchstick had two pointed attachments. He was pricking the man lying on the floor with this stick. Gosh! He was trying to kill him! I shouted 'Ayeeee'. He looked up. He was my gud friend and colleague!!! The moment I saw his face I was about to faint. He got up, rushed toward me, pushed me and ran off towards the main door!!!

Next, I saw the same guy targeting kids! Kidnapping them.. I saw him move towards a kid.. And the kid was none other than my cousin :-(. I saw him move towards my cousin. Before i could shout and warn my cousin, I woke up!

Yes, I woke up. This was the terrible dream I had yest. And after coming to office, each time I saw my friend (remember, I told you that the killer was none other than my friend and colleague) I imagined himself as a serial killer. And to add on, he gave me a 'devilish' laugh when I told him about the dream.

My colleagues are worried. They are worried that i will have such dreams about them too! But readers, was that not an imaginative dream?

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Silence...

Silence.. This is the most powerful emotion.. I go silent at every other happening. And the silence in me hangs about if the happening hurts me like hell! Lot of people have told me that I am a 'silent killer' cause I don’t let go my emotions.. Only way I let go my emotion is by 'staying quite'.

I was just thinking about the moments I become silentand go into my own world.. have listed few moments when I become silent and what I luv to do ;-)

`` When traveling to some city and I need to part my parents, I go into my own world after I bid them good-bye. The moment I step out of our house, I start to think of how my parents brought me up and everything on those lines!

`` When my mom scolds me for what-so-ever reason!

`` When I find people around me speaking nonsense and feel there are better things to do!

`` When I find the topic under discussion very interesting I go into my own world thinking about my views about the topic.

`` When traveling by bus, I just go silent and love to listen and watch ppl around me. This is not eavesdropping! Its fun!

`` When I feel that the silence will give ‘more’ clear answers to the person am with.

`` When am in philosophical mood.

`` When I see or hear something which I never wanted to know about!

`` When traveling on road, I just watch the diversion on roads and keep looking at different vehicle numbers!

`` When traveling by rail I shut my co-passenger, I watch the far end of the train turn! Fun!

`` When my neighbors, complain about our co-neighbors!

`` When I am just out of my bed, those moments - when I just lie with my eyes open – I just luv them and the silence in my mind!

`` The moments just before sleep - when I stay awake for what-so-ever reason and think what ever comes to my mind!

`` When I am really happy or sad – cause to control my tears I need to be silent!

`` When I ppl hold me responsible for all rotten things I have never done!

`` When I know that if I open my mouth I will hurt the person I love the most.

To sum up, at least 5 min for each day I am silent. I listen to my mind and soul.. Listen to their complaints… I love to be silent. And mind you, that doesn’t mean that am an introvert.

This is no tagging.. Nobody has tagged me to write this. If you tend to become silent on any incidents - share!

Monday, July 16, 2007



Babies Babies Babies... This is the only talk around me for past one month! That's cause my sissy delivered a beautiful baby gal last Friday - 6th July!

It's gonna be one of the most unforgettable days of our life. That’s the first time I saw a lady drive in for labour; and that’s the first time I picked up a few hours old new born! I was really scared to hold the newborn, but now handle her with ease!!!

From the time of her birth we have been having lots of people visiting us to see the new mom and our bundle of joy.

I always used to thing of a solid reason on - why a baby sleeps during the day and is awake most of the night - We call it US timing - I never got any reason to this.

This weekend we had a visitor – a Pediatrician. During our conversion he was giving us few medical gyan (not about operations but about child psychology). When I asked him about US timing which new born adopt, he gave me a beautiful explanation.

When the baby is in mom's womb for 9 months, the baby sleeps during the day and wakes during nights. This is cause during the day when mommy walks, babies feels the moment as a swing and falls asleep. Later during the night when mommy sleeps during nights, baby finds it silent and stays awake. After the babies birth, this practice of the baby (sleep during day) continues and it would take about 2 months for the baby to change the habit.

Now that’s y we find most of the little one’s sleeping during the day! This was really a new to me!