Silence...

Silence.. This is the most powerful emotion.. I go silent at every other happening. And the silence in me hangs about if the happening hurts me like hell! Lot of people have told me that I am a 'silent killer' cause I don’t let go my emotions.. Only way I let go my emotion is by 'staying quite'.

I was just thinking about the moments I become silentand go into my own world.. have listed few moments when I become silent and what I luv to do ;-)

`` When traveling to some city and I need to part my parents, I go into my own world after I bid them good-bye. The moment I step out of our house, I start to think of how my parents brought me up and everything on those lines!

`` When my mom scolds me for what-so-ever reason!

`` When I find people around me speaking nonsense and feel there are better things to do!

`` When I find the topic under discussion very interesting I go into my own world thinking about my views about the topic.

`` When traveling by bus, I just go silent and love to listen and watch ppl around me. This is not eavesdropping! Its fun!

`` When I feel that the silence will give ‘more’ clear answers to the person am with.

`` When am in philosophical mood.

`` When I see or hear something which I never wanted to know about!

`` When traveling on road, I just watch the diversion on roads and keep looking at different vehicle numbers!

`` When traveling by rail I shut my co-passenger, I watch the far end of the train turn! Fun!

`` When my neighbors, complain about our co-neighbors!

`` When I am just out of my bed, those moments - when I just lie with my eyes open – I just luv them and the silence in my mind!

`` The moments just before sleep - when I stay awake for what-so-ever reason and think what ever comes to my mind!

`` When I am really happy or sad – cause to control my tears I need to be silent!

`` When I ppl hold me responsible for all rotten things I have never done!

`` When I know that if I open my mouth I will hurt the person I love the most.

To sum up, at least 5 min for each day I am silent. I listen to my mind and soul.. Listen to their complaints… I love to be silent. And mind you, that doesn’t mean that am an introvert.

This is no tagging.. Nobody has tagged me to write this. If you tend to become silent on any incidents - share!

Topic to blog!

When a frequent n respectable blogger quits blogging for a short period of time, his/her readers go mad. But i dont have such tensions! LOL. The only soul which goes mad is my soul. And my soul was crying n asking me to atleast check my own blog. From the last time I blogged, there has been lot of changes in my life. And each time an unforgetable incident occurs, I promise (myself) to write a blog about the same. Well, my blog reveals if I have stood to my promise :-(.

When I list down the topics I had planned to blog on, i was suprized. Not cause of the topic! but cause of the number. Here goes the list.

• Cover-Up Act
• Cooking
• College goers!
• Farewell
• Games
• Gifts
• If I cud help.. (dog)
• Lieing to parents
• Love struck
• Milk boiling cermony
• My darling doggie (planning to create a separate blog for this LOL)
• 'oh! u cud have got a better one!'
• This day last year...
• Valentines day
• Womens day

The list doesnot end here. I have restricted it! First let me complete the list, then I will add on. That will happen after two yrs for sure ;-) LOL.

Right now I am damm sleepy and tired. Reason for this state of mine is in the list above! Until the next time I post, keep guessing the cause! Until then buh bye.. Rock!

Games??? Am In!

I had listed to write on 'Games' in one of my last posts.. so here is my promise..

How many of us likes to play games?? all??

Well, avoiding the normal chatter let me get to the happening. It was a normal day at office. Ppl were busy acting as though they were working ;-). I had to leave for home early cause I had to attend some party which I was least interested in! I was ordered to get back home by 5.30 sharp. So being a v good gal I planned to close work at 4 so that I would reach home v early.

It so happened that there were some programmes organized in our office campus by a famous radio channel. When we got the news I was least interested cause I had to somehow get out of office on time. The tarzan of our cubicle (we were 4 gals in the cubile) was v interested these games. And the three of us shooed her away hehe.

When I was done for the day I shut down my comp and bit bye-bye to my teammies. Tarzan and our third friend wanted a break and decided to accompany me to ground floor. When we reached the gnd floor we found a crowd gathered. Out of curiosity, we moved to see what was happening. Oh man! there were these cute games organized. bow n arrow, throwing a ring over things, and shooting arrows to the center of a board (dont blame me I dont knwo the exact name of this game!.

Tarzan and I were tempted to play these games! It was already 4.30 but I dint care. The other friend who had accompanied us warned us not to play cause it was just for kids heheh. Who cared!!! it was fun. And the best part was I won in the last shot!! And there was a victorious clap and I was directed to a ground to get the prize!! I walked with pride; -). Paavam Tarzan was the one who wanted to win the game hehe. She looked like a soldier who had lost battle heheh. So coming back to the story I went to collect the prize. And can u guess the prize? Sob Sob. It was a pen. Waaahhhh. I turned to look at my beautiful two colleagues who were giggling from behind. And the distributor who was giving away the prizes felt really bad after cing Tarzans face that he offered tarzan a pen too! How generous!

By then, our guruji (fourth one in the cubicle) came down for a break. And when she saw me she was stunned caused it was already 5.15 heheh. And when we showed her the prize we won, she gave us an 'yirk' look.

Well, it was too late for me to take a bus back home. So had to melt 200 bucks from my pocket for a cab! Rs 200 lost and a pen in hand! But did i play for the prize?? Nah!