Passing clouds..

This too shall pass.. but THIS can be terrible!!

Sweet as a candy.. and bitter as a wormwood

Beware of people who are always sweet to you. They are sweetly (read slyly) getting THEIR things done.

Shut Up!

At times, this is strange.. I think too much about others and become worried. I have wonderful family.. and have every reason to be happy always! But I spoil my happiness and peace by thinking about things which dont deserve to be thought of. About what people will think, what they will say. Why? When will I stop doing this? Sometimes I just want to tell these people - who try to boss over me - I am what I am. And it is my life. You don’t try to rule over it. But then I end up thinking why should I hurt them. What I fail to realize then is that I am just trying to be what they are to me. I want to come out of this shell and be me. Not caring a bit about anything else other than my loved ones. Yes - To all those so-called-friends, acquaintances, and colleagues. - SHUT UP.
I am rude. So be it.

Our First Letter to Our Jaan :-)

Are you a boy or girl?
You have kept us guessing so long.
We don’t wish to give up.
We are waiting for you,
Waiting for the moment when you will arrive to fill our hearts and hands.
Waiting to hear your first cry.
Waiting for your first touch.
Waiting for your first look.
Waiting for everything related to you.

When I felt you move, I used to get startled.
Now I enjoy you movement.
When I felt pain, I used to worry if you are OK.
Now I know you are definitely doing good.
When I see a baby, I wonder how you will look.
When I see you in scans, I wonder what you are thinking.
I wonder what you are doing.
I wonder if you are comfortable.
I prayer that you should be.

As we wait for you, we are thinking about your arrival.
Thinking about the moment when we will see and hold you.
Thinking about a special name for you.
We are waiting for you.. Our Jaan.