At times, this is strange.. I think too much about others and become worried. I have wonderful family.. and have every reason to be happy always! But I spoil my happiness and peace by thinking about things which dont deserve to be thought of. About what people will think, what they will say. Why? When will I stop doing this? Sometimes I just want to tell these people - who try to boss over me - I am what I am. And it is my life. You don’t try to rule over it. But then I end up thinking why should I hurt them. What I fail to realize then is that I am just trying to be what they are to me. I want to come out of this shell and be me. Not caring a bit about anything else other than my loved ones. Yes - To all those so-called-friends, acquaintances, and colleagues. - SHUT UP.
I am rude. So be it.
Are these Jeevan's thoughts on his MAMMA??
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